My 2011 New Year Resolution...
Is to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference... Immanuel
I always have faith... If it let me down, then it's fate...
"It's funny how others offer to carve out the whole universe just for you... yet you still choose someone who doesn't give you even a single star."I don't have a habit of collecting casino chips. But I got the very first one from a very special friend of mine. He was in Macao during Christmas, Year 2008 with his family for holiday and he give us the chip as a souvenir. I find it very lovely...
This year, I heard that there will be a new casino called the Sands in our neighbourhood country; Singapore. Coincidentally, I got to know that Wolf and Jeff will be going to the casino during their trip to Singapore for training. I text Wolf and asks him to get me one of the lowest amount chip that they have there and the above is what he got for me. Thank you very muchie...
Both very lovely and was kept safely in a secret place where no one can find it...whahahahaha... Crazy girl. Hopefully I can collect more and more... SOooo friends... you know what to do when you travel to places with casino huh???!!?? Thank you in advanced. Cheers.
Among all the 12 months in the calender I personally love December the most. Why?? Because... because... Christmas is just around the corner. Ho... Ho... Ho... Christmas is supposed to be a time of peace, love and goodwill to all. Time to spent with your loves one; family members and friends.
Oh Ya... while reading this post... maybe you all can try to play the Christmas song from my previous post below... It will give u guys a better feel... What?? Finish reading without playing the song?? Play it and read again lor.... wahahahhaha. Cheers!!!









Carl Fredricksen, a shy and quiet young boy, meets an energetic and outgoing bucktoothed barefooted tomboy named Ellie, discovering they share the same interest in exploration as their hero, the then 24-year-old famed explorer Charles F. Muntz. Ellie expresses her desire to move her clubhouse to Paradise Falls in South America, a promise she makes Carl keep. Carl and Ellie wed and grow old together in the old house where they first met while making a living as a toy balloon vendor and a zookeeper respectively. Unable to have children, they also try to save up for the trip to Paradise Falls but other financial obligations arise. Just as they seem to finally be able to take their trip, Ellie dies of old age, leaving Carl living alone in their home as a sour recluse with nothing to live for and missing his wife terribly. As the years pass, the city grows around Carl's house with construction as Carl refuses to move. After a tussle with a construction worker over Carl's broken mailbox, the court orders Carl to move into Shady Oaks Retirement Home. Carl comes up with a scheme to keep his promise to Ellie, and uses his old professional supplies to create a makeshift airship using tens of thousands of helium balloons that lift his house off its foundations. Russell, a Wilderness Explorer trying to earn his final merit badge for "Assisting the Elderly", has stowed away on the porch after being sent on a snipe hunt by Carl the day before.


Every time when I am feeling down or sad or lost, I will listen to the above song. It really gives me the strength to move on and reminds me that I am very very blessed. Blessed with all the beautiful things that surround me. It reminds me to have faith. That God is always beside me, guiding me... no matter how many wrong turns I took... He will make a way... He works in ways we cannot see. Believe in Him.... Believe in Miracle..
Are you upset little friend? Have you been lying awake worrying? Well, don't worry...I'm here. The flood waters will recede, the famine will end, the sun will shine tomorrow, and I will always be here to take care of you. -Charlie Brown to Snoopy
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True friendship isn't about being there when it's convenient; it's about being there when it's not.
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There are three types of friends: those like food, without which you can't live; those like medicine, which you need occasionally; and those like an illness, which you never want.
A friend knows the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails.
Relationships-of all kinds-are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.
A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself -- to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart.
Well, it seems to me that the best relationships - the ones that last - are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is... suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.
In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'
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I told him I don't want to handle such big responsibilities. I told him I just wanna do my own sales and not taking care of any of the above. I told him I want to do something that doesn't need to meet quota. He just look at me and smile. He says I can do it.... ask me to help him out. What have I got myself into? Why did I choose to be in sales line at the first place? I hate doing sales, I hate quotas, I hate to lead and I hate lying the most!! To become a successful sales person, you have to tell white lies. To be a successful leader, you have to lie as well. Besides that, you have to make sure your team members are happy working with you, likes you, willing to grow with the company, you have to buy their heart etc etc. I HATE IT.
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I just want a normal and simple life and a job that can support my living. I am not a workaholic. I am not like Annie that can sacrifice most of her time working. I remember asking her, career and relationship which one will she choose... guess what?? She will choose CAREER. Which I don't think I can do it. Hmm... useless hor? really 无大志. I don't need/want a high position job or job with great title. I just want to do something that I am interested in. I was thinking to myself.. die, die this time sure die... can I cope with this huge responsibilities? Can I handle those stress that are coming my way? Will I quit half way thru? How? How? HOW???
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While I was fighting with my feeling, the below is what I got from FB a moment ago...
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Horoscope of the day...
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"Something in your environment may have had a noticeable change that you pick up on today, Virgo. This is the sign of the times and shows that your key to success is in adjusting to changing circumstances. You may have to make an adaptation or two, but these are opportunities that may lead you toward something new. The scheme of things has changed and you need to identify your place, rather than resisting this change and expecting the worst. It's a gift, not a problem."
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It's a gift, my dear... A gift. Not everyone will have the above opportunity. I am very lucky that someone out there think that I can do it and believe in me. That appreciate me. Yeah... instead of expecting the worst, might as well face it and do it with all my heart. There is no turning back ever since I choose to be in sales line 10 years ago. Believe in myself.... I can do it. Have faith in God. HE WILL MAKE A WAY!!! He will create Miracle...
My daily routine now are work, go home, shower, dinner, watch dramas, suft the net, sleep and sometimes... sometimes hang out with friends. Guess that's life huh? But I find it damn boring. Repeating itself over and over again.

獻給在努力生活著的每一個人。我們都曾經是個快樂的小孩,我們都在努力地學會長大,我們都很用心地去愛過一個人。也許難過和痛苦有過很多。不要哭,我們更應堅強勇敢地去面對一切的苦難,如果我眼淚都笑了,誰還會想哭呢?
比想象中更痛
It hurts more than my imagination
你真的没回头
You're really not coming back
我命令眼泪不许失控
I command my tears not to keep on falling uncontrollably
回忆不跟你走
The memories that don't go following you
都挤在我心中
All squeeze in my heart
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
I have this responsibility to let them worth cherished for
谢谢你曾让我难过
Thank you for making me experience sadness
谢谢我没有想太多
Thank you, I don't really think much about it
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
When it is time for love to start looking around
我眼泪都笑了
My tears all has laughed
谁还想哭呢
Who is that someone who still wants to cry anyway?
再勇敢地站着
I'm standing again bravely
找回光和热
Searching back for light and warmth
面对你的时候
When I am in front of you
我不会舍不得
I can't be forbearing
因为你已是过客
Because you're just someone who's here for a while
因为路有些曲折
Because the road that's winding
是美的
Is the one that leads to beauty
心碎成了沙漠
The broken heart has changed to desert
就快开凿绿洲
Then just start digging an oasis immediately
我没有时间不知所措
I don't have time to lose my mind
你温柔的双手
Your gentle hands
本就不属于我
Don't belong to me since the beginning
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
Also there's no need to care who they will belong to next
谢谢你曾让我难过
Thank you for making me experience sadness
谢谢我没有想太多
Thank you, I don't really think much about it
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
When it is time for love to start looking around
我眼泪都笑了
My tears all has laughed
谁还想哭呢
Who is that someone who still wants to cry anyway?
再勇敢地站着
I'm standing again bravely
找回光和热
Searching back for light and warmth
面对你的时候
When I am in front of you
我不会舍不得
I can't be forbearing
因为你已是过客
Because you're just someone who's here for a while
因为路有些曲折
Because the road that's winding
眼泪都笑了
My tears all has laughed
谁还会哭呢
Who is that someone who still wants to cry anyway?
来不及完美的
The time is not enough to make it perfect
就唱首骊歌
Just sing a farewell song
想起你的时候
When I think of you
我不是卑微的
I am no longer down and low
反而我没有遗憾
Instead, I don't have any regrets
因为我已爱过你深深的
Because I have loved you deeply
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I love this song so much!!! Listening to it over and over again... (:
It reminds me so much about you... SO MUCH... Yes, I don't have any regrets...COZ I have loved you deeply...
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"Staying with someone you really love even if you know you two can´t be together for a lot of reasons is like standing under the rain... It feels good but you know it will soon make you sick.´"


Casse and my Knight
Me!!! Me!!! Me!!!!
Isn't he handsome?
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