Farewell in Velvet
Celine’s farewell… in Velvet, Zouk. I reach there with Audrey around 11pm plus in Audrey’s M3. Park right infront of Zouk entrance and 4 bodyguards escort us in without having to line up!!! Cayalar… found their table and the 4 bodyguards told Audrey that they will stand one side and look after her. I was like? Huh? Need meh? Then Audrey asks them to leave.
I was drinking coke the whole night until he asks me to drink his glass. He asks me for my car key before I drink. I told him I don’t have car keys. He asks for the second times. Celine told him I'm not driving. Told him I don’t want to drink but he insisted. Down a few glasses full of liquor and my head begins to swing. I was so high and I can’t stand straight. Was laughing and crying non stop for no particular reason. That night, I was having so much fun and it reminds me of his farewell few months ago. It’s so similar. He was asking me to drink and drink non stop. Told him I was drunk but he won’t let me go. Until one moment I can’t stand still and all I can do is dance. I can’t stop or sit or I will sure KOsss… was dancing with Celine an Audrey. He is standing behind me drinking with his friend. Suddenly his GF come stand infront of him as if she scare that I will grab him away. Fine with me, I stand further from him. But he come over and asks me to drink again. Down a few more and I told him it’s enough. I really can’t stand already and Audrey brings me to sit down on the couch. I jump up and sit as the seat is a bit high for me. Once I jump up, he pulled my right skirt and Audrey pulled my left down properly so that I won’t “chau kong” hahhaha. He stand right infront of me and the table to prevent me front “chau kong”. How caring. This remind me of the time when we are in the car. He did the same thing. He put his hand over to my skirt and says…”see, “chau kong” already lar… you want to let who see?” I was sitting there for a while and Celine come over and sit beside me. I ask her to keep me away from him as I scare I can’t control myself and will do silly thing. She said Ok.
I was sitting there and looking at him talking and dancing with his GF. Suddenly he pulls his GF to dance with Celine. He come over to my place and asks to go over to his side. I said no. but he take out his hand and ask me to come over. I gave him my hand and he pulls me over. Nearly lost my balance and I hold onto his waist. He did the same. I can’t stand any longer and I hug him. I just can’t control myself anymore (This reminds me of me telling him that I like hugging him, and he replied... good for you). I know what I did is wrong but I can’t stop myself from hugging him. I tried to avoid him. I really do. The problem is, he hugs me back. I don’t know how long we have hugged each other (I don’t want to let him go) until Celine comes and pulled him away. Pull me back to reality that I should not do it. He went back to his GF. The feeling of hugging him brings back all the memories that I was trying to let go...
I was dancing with Celine and suddenly he turns back and holds my waist. He pinches me. I was shock. The feeling is nice but his GF is just behind him. What can I do? I can’t do anything but to gently push him away. Audrey saw it and come stand in between of us. So I was sandwich between my 2 best friends; Celine and Audrey. Both trying to keep me away from him before any dramas happen. Thanks you to both of them. I remember seeing Celine pushing him away whenever he tries to grab me or hold me. Kinda funny tho.
Until now, I still think he care for me. He really do. But WHY? WHY?? Why are we only friend?? I still care and think about him a lot. Even Alex told me we are very close. Some of my colleagues also say that we should be together. No fate or is it a trick of fate? Bring us together, letting us knowing and understand each other, letting me fall for him and take him away from me!??!!
I never thought I'd find someone like you
Though in my every fantasy I saw you everyday
I thought there was no way - to make my dream come true
I always thought that I would be alone
Afraid to dream that anyone was ever gonna see
The love inside of me - but how could I have known
A trick of fate would bring us together
A trick of fate would alter our lives
We had to wait it seemed like forever
But never say never to a trick of fate
What were the chances I'd be here with you
That after all the lonely years of searching everywhere
I'd turn and you'd be there - from clear out of the blue
Our lives are in the hands of destiny
And though we try to take control
That's not the way it goes - a higher power knows
How it's supposed to be
A trick of fate brought us together
A trick of fate altered our lives
We had to wait it seemed like forever
But never say never to a trick of fate
And now, something has begun - something very new
And suddenly the future's looking bright
Somehow when two hearts beat as one, fairy tales come true
And anything seems possible tonight
A trick of fate brought us together
A trick of fate altered our lives
We had to wait it seemed like forever
But never say never to a trick of fate
It just goes to show
That you never know
Where love's gonna grow
- It's a trick of fate
This is a happy ending song which 2 lovers fall in love and their hearts beat as one after some struggles. Guess, I am not as lucky as them. Mine stop half way “A trick of fate brought us together… and it just stop there”. Sad ending instead. Sigh… TRICK OF FATE. Some with happy ending, some with sad ending. That’s life right? Not everybody have a happy ending. But never say never to a trick of fate. It does alter my live. I might not have happy ending with him, but we have a memories. A memories that only shared by the 2 of us. I’m sure once a while, when he encounter thing and stuff that we did before… IT WILL REMIND HIM OF ME. Isn't that enough? Love doesn't mean that we have to be together. As long as the other party is happy... It's already consider as a HAPPY ENDING... am I right???
Celine’s farewell… in Velvet, Zouk. I reach there with Audrey around 11pm plus in Audrey’s M3. Park right infront of Zouk entrance and 4 bodyguards escort us in without having to line up!!! Cayalar… found their table and the 4 bodyguards told Audrey that they will stand one side and look after her. I was like? Huh? Need meh? Then Audrey asks them to leave.
I was drinking coke the whole night until he asks me to drink his glass. He asks me for my car key before I drink. I told him I don’t have car keys. He asks for the second times. Celine told him I'm not driving. Told him I don’t want to drink but he insisted. Down a few glasses full of liquor and my head begins to swing. I was so high and I can’t stand straight. Was laughing and crying non stop for no particular reason. That night, I was having so much fun and it reminds me of his farewell few months ago. It’s so similar. He was asking me to drink and drink non stop. Told him I was drunk but he won’t let me go. Until one moment I can’t stand still and all I can do is dance. I can’t stop or sit or I will sure KOsss… was dancing with Celine an Audrey. He is standing behind me drinking with his friend. Suddenly his GF come stand infront of him as if she scare that I will grab him away. Fine with me, I stand further from him. But he come over and asks me to drink again. Down a few more and I told him it’s enough. I really can’t stand already and Audrey brings me to sit down on the couch. I jump up and sit as the seat is a bit high for me. Once I jump up, he pulled my right skirt and Audrey pulled my left down properly so that I won’t “chau kong” hahhaha. He stand right infront of me and the table to prevent me front “chau kong”. How caring. This remind me of the time when we are in the car. He did the same thing. He put his hand over to my skirt and says…”see, “chau kong” already lar… you want to let who see?” I was sitting there for a while and Celine come over and sit beside me. I ask her to keep me away from him as I scare I can’t control myself and will do silly thing. She said Ok.
I was sitting there and looking at him talking and dancing with his GF. Suddenly he pulls his GF to dance with Celine. He come over to my place and asks to go over to his side. I said no. but he take out his hand and ask me to come over. I gave him my hand and he pulls me over. Nearly lost my balance and I hold onto his waist. He did the same. I can’t stand any longer and I hug him. I just can’t control myself anymore (This reminds me of me telling him that I like hugging him, and he replied... good for you). I know what I did is wrong but I can’t stop myself from hugging him. I tried to avoid him. I really do. The problem is, he hugs me back. I don’t know how long we have hugged each other (I don’t want to let him go) until Celine comes and pulled him away. Pull me back to reality that I should not do it. He went back to his GF. The feeling of hugging him brings back all the memories that I was trying to let go...
I was dancing with Celine and suddenly he turns back and holds my waist. He pinches me. I was shock. The feeling is nice but his GF is just behind him. What can I do? I can’t do anything but to gently push him away. Audrey saw it and come stand in between of us. So I was sandwich between my 2 best friends; Celine and Audrey. Both trying to keep me away from him before any dramas happen. Thanks you to both of them. I remember seeing Celine pushing him away whenever he tries to grab me or hold me. Kinda funny tho.
Until now, I still think he care for me. He really do. But WHY? WHY?? Why are we only friend?? I still care and think about him a lot. Even Alex told me we are very close. Some of my colleagues also say that we should be together. No fate or is it a trick of fate? Bring us together, letting us knowing and understand each other, letting me fall for him and take him away from me!??!!
I never thought I'd find someone like you
Though in my every fantasy I saw you everyday
I thought there was no way - to make my dream come true
I always thought that I would be alone
Afraid to dream that anyone was ever gonna see
The love inside of me - but how could I have known
A trick of fate would bring us together
A trick of fate would alter our lives
We had to wait it seemed like forever
But never say never to a trick of fate
What were the chances I'd be here with you
That after all the lonely years of searching everywhere
I'd turn and you'd be there - from clear out of the blue
Our lives are in the hands of destiny
And though we try to take control
That's not the way it goes - a higher power knows
How it's supposed to be
A trick of fate brought us together
A trick of fate altered our lives
We had to wait it seemed like forever
But never say never to a trick of fate
And now, something has begun - something very new
And suddenly the future's looking bright
Somehow when two hearts beat as one, fairy tales come true
And anything seems possible tonight
A trick of fate brought us together
A trick of fate altered our lives
We had to wait it seemed like forever
But never say never to a trick of fate
It just goes to show
That you never know
Where love's gonna grow
- It's a trick of fate
This is a happy ending song which 2 lovers fall in love and their hearts beat as one after some struggles. Guess, I am not as lucky as them. Mine stop half way “A trick of fate brought us together… and it just stop there”. Sad ending instead. Sigh… TRICK OF FATE. Some with happy ending, some with sad ending. That’s life right? Not everybody have a happy ending. But never say never to a trick of fate. It does alter my live. I might not have happy ending with him, but we have a memories. A memories that only shared by the 2 of us. I’m sure once a while, when he encounter thing and stuff that we did before… IT WILL REMIND HIM OF ME. Isn't that enough? Love doesn't mean that we have to be together. As long as the other party is happy... It's already consider as a HAPPY ENDING... am I right???
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