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Another nice MTV from Sammi Cheng!!!

東亞群星《在歲月飛揚》MV （特別版）

演出歌手：劉德華、鄭秀文、任賢齊、韓紅、許志安、楊千嬅、余文樂、何韻詩、王菀之、­衛蘭、李治廷、農夫、何超儀、劉浩龍、藍奕邦、at17、24味、尹子維、恭碩良、應­昌佑、彭永琛及王歌慧

劉德華 《人辦》MV

人辦揭盅!!
今次劉德華邀請到四位好友參與MV拍攝, 造型攪鬼, 機會難得一見!
密切留意!

Yeah... Most important got my idol... 鄭秀文!!!

ENGLISH TRANSLATION - I AM WHO I AM

Jeff post this song on his blog last few days. I was listening to the song and trying to understand what the song is trying to convey. Half way listening, I off it as I don't understand what is he trying to say. And I don't find this song nice... till today I saw it in FB with English translation. After reading and understand the lyrics, I find it very nice and cool. The rhythm of this song is very very nice. Same goes to his lyrics. I am who I am! Be yourself...

23rd September - A day that I will not forget

23rd Sept 1994 - I lost the one that I love the most; my Grandma. Life without her around me is not good at all. Without her, I am lost. I feel so empty. I cried almost every night. I can give up anything for her to come back; even if I have to give up my life for her. I used to hug her tight and kiss her cheek. Sit on her lap. Hugging her at night to sleep when I got nightmare. I am much more closer to her compare to my own mum. She is like my mom to me. She is my mentor. She is my everything.... Sometimes I wonder, will I ever gonna see her again? Will she still remember and loves me like she used to?

Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven...

Would you hold my hand
if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven...

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please...begging please

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven...

Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven?
Would YOU be the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven...

23rd Sept 2010 - I remember praying to God on my birthday for me to see my grandma in my dream. I miss her very very much. And I pray so hard for her to appear in my dream telling me how is she doing in whichever place she might be right now. I pray and pray, I wish and wish... But it never come true. She never appear in my dream. Yesterday was Mooncake Festival day, which all family member gather together to have dinner, chit chatting etc. We had our family dinner at night... Me, Mom and Dad, my 2 little Bro.

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.... I see her sitting on a chair wearing a sky blue baju kebaya with white pattern on it. First glance its like tiny tiny white flowers printed 0n the sky blue cloth. She is smiling to me so sweetly, her face is glowing and she looks so peaceful and happy. She looks so pretty. Her hair so neatly tied up. She look just like an angel to me... my 專屬天使. She is my Grandma. My eyes got teary and I tell her that I miss her so much and its been so long I didn't see her. She smile at me and says... look I'm so happy and pretty hor? See I so fair dy.... I was lying on the floor when I see her... I wanted to stand up and hug her... hug her tightly and never let go...

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Wrong move!!! I should have stay at that position and talk to her longer. Ask her what I wanted to know all this while. Ask her how's my grandpa etc etc. But I am so eager to go near her. To feel her around my arm... I force myself to stand up... That's when I open my eyes and I know that I am dreaming. I tried to force myself back to the dream but it didn't happen.

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I wake up around 7.30am with a big smile and teardrop on my face. I can still remember so clearly how my grandma look in my dream; the sky blue baju kebaya and the tiny tiny white flower (that now look more like tiny tiny clouds to me), her smile, her glowing face and her peaceful expression. I guess she wants to tell me that she is now very happy living with GOD up in the heaven and that she still remember and her love for me never change. She is watching me from heaven and waiting for that one day, for that one day... when we will be reunited. IN HEAVEN...

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Thank you GOD. Thank you to my friend that send me an angel yesterday for my wishes to come true. Who know who you are!!!! Cheers...

中秋节快乐 - Happy Mooncake Festival

To all my beloved family members, relatives, my dearest friends and everyone around the world...

。♥♥ 。 ♥♥ 。
♥。 中 ♥ 秋。♥
♥。。 节 。。♥
。♥。 快。♥。
。。♥ 乐 ♥。。
。＊。 ♥ 。＊。

月圆圆，人甜甜。祝你越来越有钱。月光光，人双双。祝你心情多放宽。贵人齐，小人离。祝你事事都顺利。祝你“中秋节快乐”!

The Mid-Autumn Festival is held on the 15th day of the eighth month in the Chinese calendar, which is usually around late September or early October in the Gregorian calendar. It is a date that parallels the autumnal equinox of the solar calendar, when the moon is supposedly at its fullest and roundest. The traditional food of this festival is the mooncake, of which there are many different varieties.

The Mid-Autumn Festival is one of the few most important holidays in the Chinese calendar, the others being Chinese New Year and Winter Solstice, and is a legal holiday in several countries. Farmers celebrate the end of the summer harvesting season on this date. Traditionally on this day, Chinese family members and friends will gather to admire the bright mid-autumn harvest moon, and eat moon cakes and pomelos under the moon together. Accompanying the celebration, there are additional cultural or regional customs, such as:

1) Carrying brightly lit lanterns,
2) Lighting lanterns on towers,
3) Floating sky lanterns

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Nice huh? Let me tell you how I celebrate my Mooncake festival day... When to work in the morning, Busy Busy with SO and quotation... Then we go to our mooncake festival lunch with some close colleague. Come back to office and work and work again. Everything is urgent!! From getting the e-license to getting quotation. I am not superwoman wei... I only got 2 hand and a notebook!!! Every quote is urgent and need it today!!! I even got few emails that comes in around 5.30pm and they want it by today!!! Shiat... I wanna go home and eat with my family!!! What do you all want with the quotation so late in the evening? Go home and make lantern with it??

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By 6pm I pack and leave. Inside the car, I am feeling very sick and feel like vomiting dy. But I tahan till i got home. Run to the toilet and vomit like mad!!! wow... I felt so much better after that. Then went makan with my family. Tried to con my brother to play candles with me but failed!!! Aiks... it's been so long I never play lanterns or even candles. I miss those days when I run around the old house of my grandma with my siblings and cousins. Playing candles, lanterns, burning pomelo skin, coconut shell.. we even burn the newspaper!!! Laughing our head off... those were the days... The kiddo days... When people get older, they are harder to pleased...happy moments become lesser and lesser.

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After dinner, my parents goes to bed and my brothers watch TV in the living room. As for me, writting blog lor... sending sms to my friend and msn-ing lor... what a day huh??? But... I am very grateful that I still got chance to spent time with them. I hope this will last for many many more years to come. By next year, Baby Aiden will play lantern and candles with me!!! wahahhah... can't wait.

~Happy Mooncake Festival Everyone~

Suzuki Alto

I want this car!!! I want this car!!! It's small, it's cute, it's nice... I just love it!!!! It cost RM 51k plus plus. Engine capacity only 996cc but who cares???!! I don't speed. I don't like to drive fast. In another words... I Kiasi!!! hahahhaa... I always wanted to have a black car but all the car that I had never once is black. This time... I am gonna take black... no matter what other people say bout it!!! Hot lar... easily scratch la... very obvious when its dirty la... I DON'T CARE. Nothing is going to change my mind in getting a black car!!! wahhahaha... wait for me...

I'm loving it!!!! cheers... :)

Our Day Trip to Malacca - Belated Birthday to Me!!!

When you think a day trip could never go wrong, think again. I guess the key lesson learned from this trip is not to plan for a day trip ever when it's a public holiday.

We finally realized that everyone would basically have the same idea of driving to Malacca for a short trip. And we ended up going from restaurants to restaurants only to find out that everything was finished. Well, you see, most of them who go to Malacca for such trip are Chinese. And the way they eat... let's not even get there. Jonker Street suddenly turned into a street of nothing but people and little room to breathe. Sticky hands and bodies just kept sticking and wiping against each other. Eeww...

But above all that, I think it's one memorable trip that I would like to do again. Not during public holidays of course. Either way, we had fun and we did some crazy stuffs to keep ourselves entertained throughout. And the things I would like to remember from the trip:

More gula melaka? -- the waitress was so busy and (because we didn't get to eat the best Cendol with lots of gula melaka) I went to the Cendol stall and came back with a bowl of gula melaka.

Not one shop is not harrassed -- from asking the waitress for her name, to offering the Portugese waitress a birthday cake. LOL... only Velvin can do that. In fact, we even harrassed tourists at Malacca River everytime a boat passed by!

It's basically OK for a man to walk around with paper fan -- My guy friends enjoyed walking (and posing) with paper fan, and people didn't really bother. Either the sun makes them blind, or they're all focusing on their hunger for food.

Singing "The Sound of Music" in the ruins of St. Paul Church -- and the priceless reactions from the other tourists. Only Velvin and Siang will do this!!!

"Yan jao mou le, yiu jao yat dui" (人就无啦，妖就一大堆) -- A Cantonese phrase we said to ourselves while we were taking photos, "can't see human, but a group of ghost"

Running away the cash, and the car -- well, basically Daniel needed to go to his friend's wedding. Because the traffic was so bad, we decided to stick around Malacca town and let him take the car, so he could return after the dinner to pick us up.

Heritage sightseeing turned to modern shopping -- the weather was so hot we decided to proceed into the mall for aircon... and started doing things we can do in KL like window shopping, eating waffles and ice-cream, Thai massage, even considered karaoke. Siang even bought something from Yokoso shop which is available in KL.

Danced to every single songs that the trishaws were blasting -- no explanation needed for this. LOL.

Jonker Street, a deadly street -- it was people all over, we practically missed almost all the stalls. If you look on your right, you would see people. If you look on your left, you would see people. Again, every single shop or stall is packed. We settled at Jonker Cafe instead.

Siang was about to explode -- possibly side effect from the massage, Jonker walk and the public performance. Gosh, that rock band was terrible and he was singing songs of similar tune. Thanks Angeline for the head massage. It really helped sustaining his head from exploding.

Siang slept at Jonker Cafe -- woke up, the band was still singing, the car didn't arrive yet, slept again, woke up, slept again...

"Active Five" works! -- Daniel came to the rescue. Thank God for the car and the paraceptamol! Siang became lively again. And he got his appetite back to enjoy the Portugese grilled fish and calamari. Woo hoo!

Birthday celebration on the Love Bridge -- Daniel and Velvin approached the bridge with a (belated) birthday cake for Me. Before they started singing, it was so windy the candle went off. Haha~ Nevertheless, everyone, please remember, that was the (renovated) bridge where Daniel and a Portugese ahem yea...

See... sometimes it don't really matter where you go, but you will definitely enjoy the trip with the right companion.

Love you guys err gals err guys ... Whatever. XOXOXOXOssss. Haha.

Too hot to even look at the camera

人就无啦，妖就一大堆

The hill are alive... with the sound of music....

Daniel and Siang

Daniel

Velvin

Me!!!

Siang

It was so windy.. the candles went off many times...

My sister (Angeline) and I

Me and my cake!!!

Daniel And I ... and... Velvin @ the back dancing
The Bitch Couple!!! whahahha

My Cake!!! yumzzz

Daniel, Velvin, Me and Angeline

Daniel, Siang, Velvin and Angeline (Siang, are you gonna photoshop me into this pic as well like what you normally do??)

病從口入，禍從口出 - Silent is Golden

They says : Silent is Golden. I think I should try to talk lesser to avoid trouble. I talk too much and doesn't use my brain when talking. Didn't notice that it will hurt my friend's feeling... Sorry for those that I hurt unintentionally. I don't mean to hurt anyone of you. I care and treasure you all very much. I'm Sorry...

Silence Is Golden Lyrics by Little Mermaid

You won’t sing, you won’t speak
Not a word, not a squeak
Not a peep, not a squeal
That’s the price, love, that’s the deal

But silence, silence is golden my dear
Up there they hate chatter
So what does it matter
If you become mute (nobody likes a loudmouth!)

I mean it
Silence, silence is golden my dear
Don’t you think you should try it
They’ll say “she’s so quiet, so shy and so cute!”

Well, take it or leave it, that’s all, that’s the bargain
Go on, take a stand, make a choice
Remember you’ll get the legs and the lungs and the prince
All I get is the voice

And you’ll be
Silent, but silence is golden, sign here
There’s no choice for you since
You’re in love with a prince
But relax, I’ve been told
Silence is gold

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hahahha... No voice dy. Punishment from God for talking too much. :)

十年人事幾番新

十年人事幾番新, 十年過得幾艱辛... 十年前，人的生活是如此簡單得多. 他們所需要的只是一個小房子，一個汽車,一家人齊齊整整已經足夠了. 沒有必要住豪華的房子和汽車,也不需要穿什麼名牌的東西.

但現在一切已經不同了. 人無法抗拒誘惑. 他們的貪婪是越來越大,想要的東西也是越來越多, 越來越豪華...

衣服,裤,鞋,袜和手袋也要名牌. 我也曾经陷入這種誘惑讓我欠很多很多信用卡錢. 幸運的是我媽媽幫我付賬. 現在我正在逐個月逐個月還給她.

從那天起，我告訴自己不要購買我買不起的東西，也不要亂花錢. 雖然還是不夠用不過我不會欠太多的信用卡錢.

從我媽媽哪裡學回來的: 沒有這麼大的頭, 不要戴這麼大的帽. 長說短話; 簡單就是最好的!!!!!

Mood Swing... Again

Think I’m having mood swing again today. Am listening to a sad song Casse send me this afternoon. It’s a song sung by 王力宏 (你不知道的事). Despite it is a very nice song, it suddenly make me feels very sad and lonely. I just feel like crying out loud. A thousand thoughts went through my mind and it’s all jumbled-up.

Doesn’t know why it makes me think of my grandmother. I miss her so much. She is the one that loves me the most and someone that I love most in this world. Nobody can take her place in my heart. Nobody. She take cares of me when I’m still a baby, shower me with her love, teach me to be good, teach me to be someone useful, teach me to be what I am today. Might not be an angel but at least I’m not a devil. Even though she left me for almost 15 years, her face, her gentleness, her loves for me is still so clear in my head. I still remember when I was young and she is seriously ill… I pray to GOD asking him not to take her away from me and I am willing to sacrifice 10 years of my life for her. Miraculously she manage to win the battle among the Death God. But it only happen once. God took her away from me a few years after that. I cried almost every night after she left and whenever she comes into my mind. I sometimes wonder where she might be right now? Heaven with God? Reincarnated? Will I ever going to see her again? In heaven maybe… but is there a heaven up there? I don’t know.

They says… When God take away something from you, he is giving you something better. Is that true? God took away my most precious Grandma. What do I get in return? Nothing. Only heartache cause by those that I cares. Everytime when I starts to care for someone, something bad sure happen. Think I better stop caring to avoid bad things from happening. Hmm... by the time I stop caring, nothing in this world can hurt me anymore. :)

Err.. I think I better stop that song right now. It makes me emo-ing. Gonna go watch drama dy before I end up crying non stop....

A Day Full Of Surprises

My "Burrrrrrrrrp" Day!!!!

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2-9-2010 - A day that are full of surprises.

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Lunch at Chili's with Casse, Annie, Sharon, Eddy, Curry, Ben, Sekaran, Eric

1. With a surprise cake from them
2. Annie bought me a bracelet. Like it very very much

Surprise cake from my SMB Team.

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Karaoke @ Neway Puchong with Celine, Casse, Annie, Lonewolf, Jeff, Cow, Bernard, Sam and Calintz (贪吃的粉红猪).

1. First it was normal. Chatting, singing (more like listening and seeing MTV), eating and drinking... Non alcoholic beverages.
2. Then I got Sunflower from Celine and Casse. My FAVOURITE flower. It was so nice with a smiley balloon. I'm so touch!!! I Love You Babe!!!
3. Then when almost everyone was here, the craziness begins. Bernard start ordering beer... as usual and he starts asking everyone to drink non stop.
4. Me was one of the victim. What to do?? It's my birthday. Down 1, down 2, down 3 .... The next I know; I'm in the toilet vomiting!!!
5. Next victim - Casse... poor girl. Was in a very much worst condition than me. Gotta send her home and walk her to 5th Floor and all the way down to get my car!!! But she deserve this special treatment from me... coz I Love Her.
6. NEXT; Annie Wong. She is the innocent one. Her spectacle glass broken coz she got hit by Casse head. Yes.. Casse HEAD hit Annie's spec. No kidding. Luckily the broken glass did not enter her eyes...
7. Everyone was singing or it sounded more like screaming, jumping here and there, playing this and that, laughing for no particular reason etc etc. It was so so FUN!!!
8. We ordered 4 jugs of beer and 3 Towers. Crazy Huh??? And I think we finish all of it. Bets everyone was high and enjoy themselves when we ended at around 1am.
9. Special thanks to Celine and Casse for arranging this party for me.
10. Thanks to Lonewolf, Loong, Annie, Sam, Jeff, Bernard and Calintz for coming even tho they are busy with their works..

THIS WILL BE THE MOST MEMORABLE BURRRRPDAY THAT I HAD!!! XOXOXOXOssss to all of you....