Have You Ever

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever,have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever,have you ever

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day
when they will care

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever,have you ever

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep

Have you ever?

I remember once my friend asked me, do you like him or do you love him? It's just a few months since you guys are so close together. Are you sure it's love and not like? I asked her what is the different between likes and love? She ask me to google and find out the different coz she wanna know as well. I tried googling and above is what I found. Which i think it's kinda true, when u love someone you just cant find the right words to express yourself. You are willing to do almost everything just to make him happy. You will do almost anything just to see him smile. You know it's love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you're not part of their happiness. Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really wanna do is cry. That's LOVE. That's when i tell her it's love as i have experience all the above....

“Meeting him was fate, becoming his friend was a choice, but falling in love with him I had no control over.”

Even when i received his e-mail telling me that he doesn't share the same sentiment and my friend kept telling me that he is just toying with my feeling... nothing more than that. I did not get mad or angry with him. I enjoyed the moment we are together. Sometimes when I sit down and think back those days, I'll smile broadly... I love him, but I can't control how he feels about me. I can't force him to feel the same way as I felt for him. All I can do now is to be his friend and hope that one day, one fine day miracle will happen to both of us...